i told myself not to.

for once, im lost..totally lost

ive got no idea what i really want

ive got no idea what i really need

ive lost my sense of direction

ive lost the ability to make decisions

you told me that life's too short

you told me not to forget about myself;

yea..and only till now that i realise,

ive always lived for others and neglected the one

staying inside me, that's why she abandoned me,

i dont blame her, cause im the one at fault..

and i really got no idea how long this situation last,

years i guess..or the whole of my life??

i need to get her back, but it seems like she's hiding

herself..if by chance, u saw her,

please, get her back for me...

cause i need her so so badly; to save myself

from falling even deeper

Monday, July 27, 2009

2:01 PM

♥TORRES :DDDD

back then, it was spain ((((:

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

1:55 PM

total solar eclipse..nahh..didnt get to

see it..raining lehhh~~

anyways..received jonnytan's text 6 plus in

the morning..yea..im kinda blur while reading it..

basically, he mention that earthquake/tsunami might occur,

after reading this sentence, i was WIDE AWAKE~~

seriously wide awake..HAHAHA..cause i was staying so

dam near to eastcoast..hahaha

so...for i dunno wad reason..i became dam nervous..

hahaha..and only calm down..slowly get back to sleep

after 0911 hours..laugh all u want..

ya luhs...i kiasi luhs..cannot huh..dont tell me u dont

anyways..grandmama flew to the states last fri and will

only be back on national day i guess...sian luhs~~

(congrats~~jonnytan:D u're alive)

Sunday, July 12, 2009

11:48 PM

dim sum-ed at chinatown when yi po

gave dad a call..yea..mel and charlotte

was at my hse..actually had others plan after

lunch, so mum was saying that to bring mel

along..she was dam noisy in the car, the whole journey

she was talking non stop..LOL, and she ask my bro

"kor kor, am i very talkative?? my mummy say im

very talkative" LOL~~!!!!

bought the cream puffs dat ive been craving for

and a cake for dad:D HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

had frolick too..hahahahahahah

oh yea..四姨婆's grandson 出生了:DDDDD

CONGRATSSS~ and so, in total she has 4 grandchildren

all male..hahahah

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

10:54 PM

im back im back~~!!!!!

hahaha..due to work and mainly laziness

i didnt blogg like 98758275984 days..hahaha

anyways...work was hectic~~~~~~ the first day was

dam busy and tiring..prolly cause its a sunday

and now~~~i really hate those ppl that keeps on

digginggggg and diggingggg and unfolding and unfolding

the clothes in the wagon..be it in those sales or retail

store...like very wad ahh...u noe very tiring not~~~

tell u no size le still die die mus digg the whole pile

dan i have to re-fold agn..no matter how u digg, the size

that u wan wont pop out okayyyyy~~

everyday, 10 SOLID hours of standing and folding of clothes

wahh...my leg like not mine..cant control my hands

lucky nv work everyday..hahaha

$$$$$$$$$$$ faster come okay~~~ i need you badly

ahhahaha

Friday, June 26, 2009

11:20 PM

RIP. Billie Jean

although u really scare me when i first

saw 'thriller'...but somehow,

ur songs are dam addictive, and its always

nice to see you dance:DD

a true legend indeed

Monday, June 22, 2009

10:34 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEARRRR(:

shall see ya this sat yea~~

Saturday, June 20, 2009

1:36 AM

had father's day dinner@fairmont hotel

the cheesecake dam nice luhhsssss(:

sashimi was nice too~~hahaha

yea...dam full..jus that..

the green tea taste like plain water

mummy(((:

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

10:49 PM

MAHAHAHAHA...its officially over(:

finally...no more mugging, no more wordy notes

no more bus-ing to town for sch((:

yea...i need to 补眠..seriously...

since i didnt really slp these few nights

papers should be alright..i hope..HAHA

at least..this time round..i wrote alot..

maybe because its the last?? LOL

anyways..ive plans for next few days..

LOL...daddy's day dinner @ fairmont this friday

ubin this sat with the usuals((:

movies next week with eileen and yvonne((:

and..will be working on 28,30 june 2,5 july

yea..$$$$$$$$..tot that will be

working on the days we gave them...

but in the end..its scheduled like this..

better than nth:DDD anyways....

my new addiction:DDDD HAHAAH

not really new thou..hahah

and when i went ps for subway be4 exam..

etude house like finally opened((:

and his pic was like right outside can~~~

and i was emphasizing to eileen that he's

shuai...HAHAHA

Monday, June 15, 2009

12:17 AM

will be back afte wed

when all my papers end((((:

abit sian ahh...tml gt paper

tues gt paper...wed gt paper..

but then, im freed after that..LOL

Friday, June 12, 2009

2:12 AM

ahh...like finally..he admits this relationship

its like so so so so long luhs...

and he keep saying that they are jus VERY close

friends...and yes..se7en and his 7 years

relationship...dam long huh..

ok..i think this time round he's dam cool..

he made a post on his cyworld..with the title

‘I’ll tell you everything’

and admits this relationship...awww

i think his girl must be dam touched..7 yrs

can~~~~and i think the feeling of nt being

acknowledged must be bad..

they look cute tght ehh(((((((((:

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

11:56 PM

officially ended school yest

for my class(((: SCUF08/01

fast uhh...HAHA..yea..we're done with 10

modules, 8 proper presentations and countless

reports..its like yest that we jus know each

other..LOL..had a small party after class...

hahaha...currypuffs and sandwiches((((:

credits to vanessa(((((: for buying the food(:

and of cause...YVONNE AND BRYAN~~~~

for the MAJOR CONTRIBUTION made to the

'i came late for class' fund..and oso to

others that paid..LOL

i had fun in class with u guys(((:

lucks for the other batches yea~~

SCUF01/02/03/04((:

bought this from bakerzin after the lunch

session with eileen and yvonne after school(:

Saturday, June 06, 2009

1:40 AM

my ankle was having this 'sting sting'

feeling this morning...but, its gone now..

weird uhs..me or the ankle..LOL

and of all time..大姨妈 decided to visit..

and im feeling pain from head to the toes

bruises and blood patch was left behide

on my arm..NEH NEH..pain leh

Thursday, June 04, 2009

9:20 PM

the road to school(:

it didnt really change yea..

just that the old HDB flats were torn down

and not forgetting..the petrol station

that we always visit..gone too

the place where its always filled

with school buses and bus uncle-s

the place when hundreds of school kids

rush out once the school bell rings((:

thats like how many years since

primary school..omo...SEVEN~~haha

老了..LOL..i think i wont even walk the

same route that i use to back then..

just that i went back to fetch xinyi

after her table tennis..and it brings

back all these memories((:

and yea~~dearest~~you turn 23 today

you're just 17 back then..LOL

생일 축하합니다~~!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

1:29 AM

went ta watch night@ the museum 2

seems like everyone round me have

watched..LOL...so i went with meimei(:

went pp to pick her up after her tuition

and head down ta marina(: and now...

i so wanna watch 'ghosts of girlfriends past'

'dance subaru' 'hannah montana' LOL

and 'drag me to hell' maybe?? LOL..oh oh...theres

one more..i cant rmb the name..about the time

machine and dinos one...LOL

taken 2 days back when we went ta

novena to fill in the form for work

went down after school(:

had korean food for lunch..coz we're craving

for it~~~hahah BUT..not authentic luhs~~sadddd

thou some of the side dishes were nice(:

taken during one of the presentation day

last fri i think..

and yeah~~~im free from presentations~~~~

oh ya..after watching night2 just nw

i realise...ben stiller and arashi's nino

somehow...look alike..LOL

somehow right~~~

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

1:42 AM

i'll blogg tml..HAHAH

lazy luhs~~ahahah..tml tml tml tml

Monday, May 25, 2009

8:35 PM

buss comm presentation was fine((:

2 more to go and all falls on fri~

okay...some really -out dated- pics(:

daily routine in class..hahah

during one of the sat night..

random..few weeks back i guess..LOL

Friday, May 15, 2009

4:27 PM

-updated- 16may09

a surprise party for bbei at ty's plc..

but it seems like its not dat surprising

hahahahahhaha...the whole plc was filled with

cream..and bbei for that moment became a

'snowman' LOL..BBEI~~HAPPY BDAE!!!

decided to go harry's bar @ T3

but u noe wad...no more liao~~~~~~

so ended up in popeye's and i missed my last

bus home..LOL