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Monday, September 24, 2007
10:00 PM it've been mths since i last cry in the toilet, and it's because of the same old fooking matter..it's not because i dont wanna take the wadever pills,but do you noe its very hard for me...if i take it, i will be swallowing 15 FOOKING PILLS a day..instead of 9..it's a forever thing kaes..i always tot i've overcome this thingy dat happened..,but only till todae,then i realise i've not..how many times did i ignore everyting..how many times did i not flare up...how many times did i try not to cry in front of so many people when those "so many people" was saying all those woo-woo-ah-ah..and because i cant hold back my tears, i ended up in the toilet, and then coming out as if nothing happened..and all those not so nice stuffs u all said....arshi, forget it forget it forget it forget it... |