i told myself not to.

i dont care how u look at me
i dont care how u think about me
yes, ive failed alot of times in life
yes, ive cried countless times
yes, ive once looked down on myself
yes, ive always said to be -not clever-
but so what...
at least ive got the courage to start all over again

and i dont give a damn shit of what you think

Monday, May 26, 2008

11:29 PM

my heart sank again after watching yest's show

2:27 AM

JUNN'S NEW LOVEE((((((((((((((:
why he look so like 小鬼..hahaha..suddenly im so so so so into big bang..maybe only GD luhhsss(((((((: and im listening to his .this love everyday, over and over again((((((((((: shit..i found out that im very 喜新厌旧..haha..but who cares(:

Saturday, May 24, 2008

1:21 AM

syinn dearest asked for boa's waiting..and because of that..im back to that song...the song that we love back then(((((((((((((((:
how time flies hur...

Thursday, May 22, 2008

11:24 PM

I WAN I WAN I WAN I WAN~~~~~
didnt noe kwek was into this too...LOL

9:06 PM

er..no mood luhhs...

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

9:17 PM

i teared badly when i came across this article on the papers...a mother was found...but unfortunately she couldn't survive..but the helpers found her baby...who was sleeping soundly under the protection of the mother...in order to keep her precious safe..she used her body as a shield..blocking away the objects that were falling..down on bended knee, hands on the ground acting as a support..that's the position when she was found....the thing that's heartaching was..when the doctors were checking on the baby..they search out a handphone..browsing thru..they saw a msg..the last msg that the mother left for the baby; 亲爱的宝贝，如果你能活着，一定要记住我爱你

Saturday, May 17, 2008

10:00 PM

the scenes of china's quake 看了让人心酸心寒
bodies being stuck under the bricks or cement..bodies dat are over each other..parents crying out for their children..kids who had lost their parents..can u imagine..how many lives taken away..i dunno why am i so affected by this...everytime the news shows bout this..i will sit and watch..i will read every section of the papers reporting bout this...i will not do that normally... people..cherish your loved ones(:

1:32 AM

蘑菇哥哥他喝醉了; LOL

she came up with a plan to finish the last 2 portion by playing 终极密码..in the end..she 输了..twice somemore lol.

the korean kimchi auntie((((:

celebrated bbei bdae at her hse...we went up at round 7 plus..ordered food and waiting for her to be home frm work... 蘑菇哥哥 and 泡菜阿嫂 when down to meet her...where the 4 of us was chatting..for a very long time..and we nearly die as we're so dam hungry..when they are in the lift..we dan tot of getting the cake out..but..hahah...they are outside already..so intend to scare her...but all failed...except for diane..LOL...actually..their's some photos which are 惨不忍睹..but to protect my bbei...i'll not post them...hahah

Thursday, May 15, 2008

12:05 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BBEI(((((((((((((((: see ya tml(:

have been watching clips of SS501..lol...ever since aina intro me one of their vids...i think they are funny hahaha...and and and hyunjoong's cute(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

1:22 AM

life's changing
and it takes time to adapt

Sunday, May 11, 2008

10:16 PM

LOL...kwek suddenly wanna try her webcam..but i dont have it...hahaha...i was laughing like mad...and she pull her bro in too..LOL

and and and..KYLE..hw could u get me things dat can be bought in NTUC..the straw NTUC oso have lor...cheat me lehhh...shit you luhhs...LOL

9:43 PM

happy mother's day((:

kyle bought me 3 straws frm japan...haha..i think it's so cool..with strawberry flavour..chocolate and caramel..so dat day..when i was drinking fresh milk..i get to taste 4 flavours..hahaha...so cool right....i think japs are so creative... 我喜欢日本~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~and he gave me one canned ramen..those frm the vending machines...and now...he's gonna fly over again...and staying dere for 3 whole mths....bring me along plsssss~~kyle...pls help me get KATTUN's and NEWS's stuff(((((((((: if u happened to see them on the streets or anywhere..take a picture with them and get their signature plsss~~~~LOL

Saturday, May 10, 2008

12:23 AM

out with my crazy partners(((: time spent with them was great((((((((: had a BIG meal ar carl's jr...and a horrible service frm SW*****S..lol

people..i think im going to sell my headphone..anyone???? white in colour..audio-technica's

msg me ba(:

Friday, May 09, 2008

1:36 AM

junn presents...child's art work, created by mel and junn((((:

LMAO

Monday, May 05, 2008

9:28 PM

maybe in their mind, im useless
maybe in their mind, im hopeless
maybe in their mind, im a pathetic nobody

please tell me that;s not true...but even the small actions you all show, tells that's true...all the words you all said...unwillingly reflects what's in your heart..
and im so fucked up by all this 有的没的

junn, for the time being, 别听别理只有这样才能减少对自己的伤害

JUNN~~~加油吧!!!

Sunday, May 04, 2008

2:48 AM