i told myself not to.

im dam suay to bump into her okay...

i was like..why the hell u are here~~

and so...as expected..nth good came out

from that rubbish mouth of hers..first thing she

said..WAH~~still look the same ahh..nv slim down

ehh(my toes are on fire)..dan she added..until now

still no bf ahh...19 le leh(my legs are on fire)

oh ya...i got new bf le..drive bnw de(my hips' on fire)

and she continued u know~~~!!!!

faster find one luhs..everytime single..

like dat life very lonely right..im sure all ur frends

attached le..they will not go out with u..

faster find one..if not no frends with u..

ohh..forgot...this size how to find..

WAH PIANG..NEH NEH RIGHT!!!!!~~~~~

after she say this i was on fire...from top to toe..

ya luhs ya luhs...i fat..u very tiny..

u gt bf i dont have...SO~~find oso mus find the

right one wad..who was the one who cried like

nobody's business when ur bf ditched you..

who was the one who say that i want to stay single

forever..who was the one that scream and scream

when every bf dont wan u..

its you okay..

i was the one dat have to clear up ur mess everytime..

i was the one who have to pass u tissue when u cry

i was the one who stop u from doing all those rubbish

i was the one who listen to all ur rants

i was the VERY STUPID one dat always worry bout u

and i was the idiot wher thou u dont treat me

as ur frend but i still physco myself

dat u do..

and i know only after such a long time..

dat u come to me when u need me and

leave me behide like a trash when u dont

why am i making life so difficult for myself..

coz i treated u as my frend....but not now..

my friends are better than u like

42387598472359823749827498798 times...

yea..most are attached but they didnt change..

that's a true friend..i dont care about all

those really very 难听 stuffs dat u said..

u can continue..没人要 or fat..so be it..

i dont care...im somehw immune to all

these..thanks yea...u trained me to having

all these powers..

9:10 PM

dearest~~~~why like dat~~

anyways...so what..HAHAHA

dont get 'cheated' by char bo mah..ahha

he's still loved(((((((:

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Monday, April 27, 2009

10:34 PM

i'm happy for her..very happy(((:

having so much things happening to her

now she finally found someone..

who treats her well, love her, taking

care of her..im kinda relieve..

thinking, if all those things was to happen

to me..i dont think i could take it..

facing all those alone..tough..very tough

its amazing how she walked out of everything..

how strong she is..im impressed(:

over the phone..she told me she finally found him..

i actually cried..cause i didnt hear her talking

in this tone for years..hahah..

my dear..you mus and i noe u will..

stay strong like always(: and nw..u actually have

someone by ur side..im really very happy(((:

要幸福哦(((((: 要很幸福很幸福(((:

ILU(((:

10:10 PM

meeting up with peeps that ive not seen

for quite sometime...

last fri..had dinner with hx, blanche

and dearest..nice dinner at ps's manhattan

and heart to heart talk at the cathay..hahah

and met up with gp kwek diane and keith..

which i didnt see him eversince grad..

seriously...eversince grad..LOL

cause everytime bear call for gathering

he's in genting..hahaha..lunched at ajisen

and bought 2 tubs of icecream and went up to tm's

open plaza to start our chitty chatty session((:

topic: everything linking back to NGO HIONG(:

LOL..

PICNIC SOON DEAREST ALL(((((((((((:

Friday, April 24, 2009

12:07 AM

it's back..

seriously..good ones and those

that she really dont wish to rmb..

and sometimes ppl tend to forget

that she's still a child...inside her

she cries easily..

she hates...

she doesnt know what's going on ;

give her sometime..just a little while more

; before she forgive herself

Thursday, April 23, 2009

8:30 PM

2PM . TIME FOR CHANGE

their comeback stage was like 'WOAH'

((:

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

4:02 PM

LOVE~~~~HAPPY 21ST(((((:

2/4'04 (((:

BBEI~~~~

yea...didnt blogg bout this last sat

waiting for todae to get this post up..

so..LOVE's officially 21 todae(((:

went for her bbq last sat..was having lots

of fun(((: as usual..when we

'lai lai..gather gather' okay...random..hah

we talk crap...gossip..and laugh..HAHA

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

5:47 PM

爱过便十全十美　你要特别鸣谢你

这次若是无运气　伤风失恋不会致死

人海十万里　谁又一天一天　

谁又一点一点　留心你

痛也是合情合理　你要慢慢原谅你

你要日后成大器　灰灰的天都要撑起

谁可善待你　由自己的嘴巴　

和自己讲一声　要争气

Sunday, April 19, 2009

11:48 PM

after lunch..went down to ikea

as grandmama wanna get a new set of

table and chairs for her kitchen..

so walked around and finally found one..

which..i think it's so 'im at the beach feel'

kind of table..hahah

oh yea...i saw jas cher yest((((:

and she nearly 把我吓死..LOL

cause i was like in my lala land while walking..

and she popped out in front of me..hahah

Saturday, April 18, 2009

12:32 AM

DEAREST~~~~u looked much much much much much

better in this hairstyle dan the 'lollipop cf'

head and the 'goojunpyo perm'..which really

gave me a shock

BUT~~~haha..his hair was back to the good old

days kind(: during the recent 'sparkling concert'

((((((((((((((((((((:

AND I WANT THIS PHONE LUHS~~

Sunday, April 12, 2009

4:45 PM

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help her promote..LOL

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the 1st time if you purchase from them (only from collection 3)

Saturday, April 11, 2009

11:13 PM

was browsing the web..and came across

with this story..which is heart-aching

..話說，這17岁的女孩來自馬來西亞的檳城州...

沒有人知道這個女孩的名字，

但是大家能確認的是這個女孩已經離開人間...

對於這首歌有很多種說法，有人說是當時這個女生得了

癌症，這首歌是要給她男朋友做紀念。也有人說是這首

歌是講述那女孩子被男友拋棄，在自殺前寫的一首歌。

還有的是她和她的男友很相愛，可是不幸的是，她的男友

生了重病，然後那個女的便寫了這首歌給他，

過後寫了之後，男了去世了，女的也跟著自殺。

但我在網上看到一篇關於這歌曲的背後故事，內容如下...

有一對感情非常好的小情侶

雙方家長都非常滿意對方准備大學畢業就

正當高三開學不久學校體檢檢查出那個女孩的血蛋白有異常

之後去醫院檢查查出她患了一種非常罕見的隱形皮膚遺傳病

這種病越嚴重皮膚就越嫰,就像寶寶皮膚一樣

最後會因為皮膚太嫰承受不了肌肉和血管的內壓而撐裂

雖然不能醫治,但那個男孩和雙方家長都要求那個女孩住院

就算不能醫治也要盡量活長一點

當醫生確定女孩還有不到一年的生命的時候

那個女孩好像拋開所有的恐懼似的

不再把自己關在病房裡不見人而是天天都和那個男孩和家人

出去散散步看看日出日落,也就在那時她開始寫日記

努力的記錄已成過去的日子與所剩無幾的時間

當那個女孩再寫到某一次和那個男出去的時候

女孩才發覺筆下的文字絕大多都是她和那個男孩一起經歷的事

那個男孩已經成為自己不可缺少的一部分

於是那個女孩決定留下一份禮物給那個男孩

荊莿鳥的絕唱

若干星期過去,曲作好詞填好就找朋友幫忙語錄歌

已經病入膏盲的女孩喉嚨的皮膚用大力一點就會出血

但都堅持要自己唱,當U盤出來之後

那個女孩竟然要求安樂死,還說一開始就打算這麼做

而且和那個男孩說要陪著她到她睡著還說要在臨睡前

對那個男孩說一句話

手術關燈熄滅之後那個男孩出來,那個女孩的媽媽把U盤

給了那個男孩,那個男孩聽完之後和他媽媽說

.女孩最後對他說的是：...

“在也不能看日出了,不過我不怕...

因為是你陪著我睡著......我愛你”

因為那個女孩最喜歡就是看日出了,所以那個男孩決定

要走遍可以到的地方將每一個地方的日出都送給那個女孩

2008年年頭那個男孩在一次上山的照日出的時候,失足墮山被人

發現的時候,屍體已經腐爛不堪然...

而相片裡面朝陽的霞紅依然充滿溫馨...

and the song that the girl wrote can be found

here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSOfDXfaJus

so roughly its saying that this 17yr old girl from

penang..found out that she has some kind of sickness

and she will be gone soon..so she wrote a song to

bf..after recording the song personally..even thou

she's not in very good condition..

she wants to be put to sleep..and hope that her bf

will be by her side until she falls asleep..cause

she has something to say to him...

'i cant see the sunrise anymore, but im not scared..

cause u accompanied me till i fall asleep...ILU'

dats wad she said..because of the girl's love for

sunrise..during 2008, the boy decided to go round..

capturing pictures of sunrise for the girl..

but..during one of the trip, the boy lost balance

and fell off the mountain, when people discover him

his body was already badly decomposed..but..

the sunrise in the photo was still as radiant as before..

Friday, April 10, 2009

9:50 PM

grandmama made steamboat tonight..

dam shiok luhs..but really very 热咯~~hahah

everyone was squeezing tght...lol

so..i was saying that time passes dam slowly

today..coz its public holiday and everyone came

over early..so....cuzzies and i was craving for

ice cream..and we walked over to mac...LOL

the walk dere was kinda scary coz the lights are

not working, trees 'over growing' and weird sounds

from i dont know where....hahaha

when we are back...cuz started playing

some super duper scary computer games with the lights

off and i was covering myself with my pillow..hahaha

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

1:09 AM

yeah~im finally done with Antique Bakery

like finally luhs..i took almost a week

to finish this movie...yea MOVIEE..

cause load le keep forgetting bout it..HAHA

and..im starting on Jiko Keisatsu..

season 2 first..LOL..i dont know y..LOL

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

1:06 AM

and so..i asked diane when r we meeting..

she said that MR TKA wanna go jurong swimming

complex on the 11th..

and they were saying " ask juju lah! then she can

look after the bags for us, and make sandwich also." lol!

=_= i dunno i must laugh or cry..

i cant even imagine..myself with all their bags

and box of sandwiches sitting at dunno wher

waiting for them..

poor thing right...cry lehh..

LOL

Saturday, April 04, 2009

11:36 PM

SUPER JUNIOR-BELIEVE;

This night is blessing the day that we met

The moon is out in the sky and the stars are smiling

I wish that your smile won't be erased as I pray

for these happy days to always continue

On the nights I spend alone I keep thinking about you

Even if I call you and I complain that's not what

I really meant do

Did you already know and just act like you didn't?

When there are hard times, if I'd just listen to your

voice for a moment,

I could forget everything and laugh it off

I was so fortunate to able to meet you

because you'd make me smile by just being near

I could find you even if you go far away over there,

because you're smiling inside of me

It's possible to fight after a long time but

even if that happens I won't ever change

I promise, I swear under the heavens

I'll pray beneath the moon to never make you cry

This night is blessing the day that we met

The moon is out in the sky and the stars are smiling

I wish that your smile won't be erased as I pray

for these happy days to always keep continue

Far into the future if you're ever worn and tired

think about the happy and beautiful memories

We plant faith in each other's garden

and happiness blooms

I'll send you the heart to my heart.

thou its from their very first album

but its so dam nice and lyrics written

by heenim((: dam sweet((((:

Friday, April 03, 2009

1:11 AM

watching suju's super show

and it reminds me of all the old suju's

songs i always listen back then(:

but for now; its 'sorry sorry' HAHA

Thursday, April 02, 2009

1:12 AM

SHOCKED~dam shocked luhs...

T 做爸爸了咯..LOL...im like the last to noe

can..i have to call and ask joash somemore

haha..he say cause im the only one not in

taiwan..so he lazy to call back..

anyways..CONGRATS~~~omy..his daughter dam

cute luhs(((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

9 mths old~~~

can i like adopt one?? LMAO..

okay im kidding..

it might be tough having a child at this

age..but its good to see the 3 of them so

幸福...一家三口呐~~~(((((:

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